Past

Have you ever wondered how silly it would look if you revisit your past again and think about how silly you are when you were younger?

Have you read what you wrote years ago, impossible to phantom what made you crazy or head over heels over that girl/guy in the first place?

Have you ever wondered how you can love a person so much, get out of the relationship and love another person the same way or more or less?

When you pen down something, it stays. it comes back and remind you of how you feel when you were younger, when you were happier and more innocent.

You thought you could love someone forever, and make him/her your life. You thought that bliss is happiness.

But after a few relationships, you grew. You become smarter, less gullible and much more realistic. You think of the relationship and weigh the pros and cons, the good and bad of being in a relationship with the person, the implications of commitment. You are not longer able to love whole heartedly, innocently and purely. No longer able to cry freely at what you want to because you know better than to do that. And so, you hide. Grown ups hide away from reality, from truth, from hurt to avoid the death blows that they have experienced in other relationships or times.

That's why puppy love are the prettiest. Why don't people strip themselves of the mask they choose to put on and start living? And that's when things would take an unexpected turn. For the better or worse.