How do I feel love and wanted?

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Emptiness

Why do people have emotions? After the emotions gets washed out, it's just emptiness.

What can fill this emptiness? Love? Life? Happiness? All of these dun last forever,  they run out, and leave you dry. And then, what do you have to turn to to fill yourself up with next? What do we live for?

Why are we living?

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What is it like to be the one waiting? If you keep saying u r gg to join me and thats the thing that keeps me from resting,  den no morr waiting.

What is it like to be the only one who wants? Time with u, intimacy, etc. Well one day, we will just find someone or something else who would appreciate that and even die for it 

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Changed

Meeting with my friends made me realised how much this relationship changed me. Its so sad but I have no solution for this.

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Latest read

Popped by the book store last night before watching Thor in 3D. Picked up Jeffrey Archer's Sin of the Father and finished reading it already. A nice and clever sequel to the last book yet again (was it path of glory? Lol. Cant remember) waiting for the next book to be available in paperback.

Cy suggested that I get the ebook but some things just cannot be replaced. The excitement of getting your hands on the book and the fresh book smell when u flip the book pages. Not something u get with hard cover books.

Anyway, on the book; Archer is truly an awesome writer. Although like Dan Brown, his plot is always structured, but his stories are always structured with a twist in the tale. It is never predictable because you expect a twist but yet, you really dont know what twist it is till you reach the end. He's one author I've read his every book and still a fan since... 13years ago.  Boy we are old.

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proven

I guess it's proven.  The less u love,  the less u care. Guess it's back to building my walls. :)

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