像个笨蛋，哭了一整晚。
难到就不可以快乐吗？
就不可以开心吗？
我相信可以。

我可以！

Tomorrow is a new day!

Rested the whole day today. Feeling sickly and under the weather. Suddenly all the cravings to eat crab, bkt, korean bbq. Wonder what's wrong with me. 

I wish there is something I can do to make these cravings, feelings and memories go away. 

They say time will heal. How much time will I need to stop my eyes from randomly tearing? How much time will I need to be ready to face the world? How much tears will I have to cry to not have one more drop left?

Well, guess there is no point worrying about how long it will take when I don't even know if I will be died tomorrow. Let's just take baby steps. Only worry about whats going to happen in the next 24 hours. Beyond that it's too long to plan. 

I'm contemplating of going to the gym or chilling out alone at a cafe after work. Which should I do? 

Hmmms.