Simisai

Today is a simi sai day. I dressed up n do all these things for nothing. Go out for 2hours and come back.

And now being ignored even after giving in and apologising. It is a simi sai day.

Help.

Where is this going? I'm confused. Is this what it feels like to b undecided? It was such a painful decision for me to make, only to know that it is not necessary.

But is it not?

Are things going to change? This 2 months had been an ordeal. I concurred. I thought it's the end. Is it not?

Is there more? How much more do I have left? How much more do I have to give?

How much more of me is left? How much more is there left to give?

I held on when I couldn't let go. I was strong. Can I be strong enough to walk on? Now I really need your strength, I really need to talk abt things. I don't think I can do it alone. Can you be the strong one now? Please?

It hurts. Im confused.

Help.

I can't do it on my own.

This is it

Time flies. And it's the last week already. So much has happened in the last 2 months I'm not sure what to feel any more. Actually, I'm not sure about anything anymore. Hahaha.

It's a pity though. A real pity. I thought we're stronger than this. I thought it would be alright.

I thought it would be ok.


And so I thought.

How is it that there are so many happy couples together in the world?

Cry, but after crying, dry ur tears n b strong.

Immortality

The key to immortality is to live a life worth remembering

-Bruce Lee