無底洞

作詞:小寒 
作曲:黃韻仁 

有時寂寞太沉重 
身邊彷彿只是觀眾 
妳的感受沒有人懂 
難得誰自告奮勇 

體貼讓人格外感動 
愛上他前後用不到一分鐘 

嘿 
回想戀情的內容 
有誰想過有始有終 
不過是一時脆弱讓人放縱 

穿梭一段 又另一段 感情中 
愛為何總 填不滿 又掏不空 
很快就風起雲湧 人類的心 
是個無底洞 

嘗試親吻 嘗試擁抱 或溝通 
沒有好感 在嘗試也沒有用 
大多數人都相同 
喜歡的只是愛情的臉孔 

沒有誰背後慫恿 
不該愛又愛的衝動 
是你害怕孤單而拼命補充

That sums up how love is. 

Why would anyone want that?

我真的受伤了

主唱：张学友　
作词：王菀之　
作曲：王菀之　

窗外阴天了　音乐低声了　我的心开始想你了　

灯光也暗了　音乐低声了　口中的棉花糖也融化了　
窗外阴天了　人是无聊了　我的心开始想你了　

电话响起了　你要说话了　
还以为你心里　对我又想念了　
怎么你声音　变得冷淡了　
是你变了　是你变了　

灯光熄灭了　音乐静止了　滴下的眼泪已停不住了　
天下起雨了　人是不快乐　我的心真的受伤了

Refreshed

I think I need to pick up a new sport or hobby.
Go out, find something that takes up my time and enrich myself.

After all, I don't live for anyone else. And we all only live once.
The harder you try to live for someone and love someone, you will only end up hurt.

So the best person to love is yourself.
I guess after the haircut and the overnight crying, a lot really came to me.

Why force you to give me assurance and spend time together with me when your heart is somewhere else?Why do I even bother texting so much when that's not what you wants? Why am I the only person bothered about not spending one night sleeping apart? Am I the only one who misses?

Then I realised. I cannot depend on someone, anyone, to make me happy. Whatever makes me happy, may not make everyone happy. Happiness, is really my choice. Sadly, I'm happier without revolving my life around you. When I stop caring, stop being concerned, stop missing, stop thinking about you, I realised that hey, I'm actually really enjoying what I'm doing.

Text someone else to make me happy, read a book to wind down and relax, meet up friends to hang out. These are things that are supposed to feel good, but when I do these things when I built my happiness and sheer purpose here around you and it doesn't reciprocate, it doesn't.

You shall get back the girl you liked in the first place.
And I'd like to say, the game that we played before we were together, is still true in a different context in a relationship.

Whoever love more, loses.

be happy

I remembered warning u about how complicated, torn and broken a person I am. And im not good for relationship. And if I do give a try,  it would be my last shot.

You said u want to make me happy. U said nobody can live alone. So I said yes.

And now, being with me doesnt make u happy. Maybe u should seek for ur own happiness.

You know, this will b my last shot. If this doesn't make u happy, and I still remain unhappy, n none of us have a solution...

When theres a will, theres a way. If only one of us work on it, den its not working.

I made the choice n I say it again, I just wan u to b happy. Do whatever u like and b what u wanna b. Theres no need to consider abt me. Because there will b minimal me.

U fell in love w the girl who wasnt in love w u. N now u hate the girl whos in love. Irony.

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I always thought all we need is more concern, think- about how to love you more, and do- within our means to keep it going. All I do now is tear every 2 minutes at my desk, it's so unbearable. And all I can do at home is either to hug or cry to myself to sleep.


All you do is ignore me, and live in your world. Without me.
Since I'm not what you first fell in love with, there's no need to bother about how to love me more, no need to try and keep it alive.

Cant you tell that I'm putting in effort to want to talk? Be nice, be lovely and all? And you think one word answer is encouraging? If you want this to work, we have to work together. I apologised and I know I should not have said such hurtful words and be so sticky. But it will not work if it's just me trying on my own. Im running out of fuel. And if you dont jump in soon, I might not make it.


Then again, all you need is a traditional wife who just take whatever given right? Shall I be that for you?

Im losing myself, Im losing my mind but there's no one to wipe those tears away. 

No one to hear my unspoken troubles. 

No one.

Confused

If the more you think about something, the more it doesn't seem right, will you take action on it or will you choose to ignore it?

Would you go on with your life lying to yourself it's alright, or would you bear the pain and walk away?