Be Brave

What's there to be afraid of? What's there to lose? Truth they say, hurts.

At this point, I say, it's the things that you keep to yourself, that kills.

Life is already so short, why bother with the things that doesn't matter? Why bother with the little things that wouldn't matter in a year or there about?

If you just sit still, nothing's ever gonna change but if you step out of it, out of your comfort zone, you might just, possibly get that little chance, to change your life. Would you step out? Or would you fear what's next? Would you risk getting hurt? Or would you rather die on your own?

Nothing is ever going to change, if you are sit tight and keep to yourself. Nothing in this world will miraculously happen when you do nothing. And for the better or worst, I'm going to give this a shot. Why not? We only live one life.

Life

I've recently started taking Korean classes at ezSAM. I'm only through the 2nd class but it's fun! I've almost forgotten how fun is it to pick up a new language. 

Looking forward to watching Korean dramas and variety shows without subtitles! Heh. It's refreshing to occupy my life with something I really enjoy. And on life, it is finally getting back on track. Just a little bit more. Just a little bit more to my new life. A new beginning. 

Although it is a little scary but it is what makes life interesting. Exciting. 

And something to look forward to. 

For once, I've something to look forward to, on my own. Something not revolving around someone else that excites me. Oh this is just all too new to me.

All my life, I always thought being with someone, being attached brings out the best in me. Being attached half my life, I never knew how to be on my own.

I never knew how liberating solitude is. I've always feared solitude. I'm blood type A. We indulge in small constants. I've never knew how is it like to live alone. To live without depending on someone. To live without caring a damn for the rest of the world.

But now I know.

I never knew how liberating it can be to be on my own.

How it is a such an experience to be on your own. How we do not need to depend on another being to bring out the best in us. What it really means to be awesome by yourself. What it means to stay single and not be bitter with the rest of your friends on Facebook looking happily married.

It is ok to be single. It is ok to to indulge in yourself for a while.

Its ok to be single until you find someone who appreciates you for who you are. The good, the bad, everything that you are. it is ok.

AND if someone tries to change you, leave. It takes more effort to mask you really are. FIND SOMEONE who love you for you.

Dont let anyone change you.

When you finally walk out of it, you will then realise that you are missing a whole new exciting world outside.

Which might get me to where I actually want to get.

I'm glad I took so long to get over. I'm sure everything happens for a reason. :)

I gave u my prime. N now, I returned u yours. Enjoy it, because time is the only thing u cant take back once u give.

像个笨蛋，哭了一整晚。
难到就不可以快乐吗？
就不可以开心吗？
我相信可以。

我可以！