算什麼男人

作詞：周杰倫
作曲：周杰倫
編曲：黃雨勳

親吻你的手 還靠著你的頭
讓你躺胸口 那個人已不是我
這些平常的舉動 現在叫做難過
喔～ 難過

日子開始過 我沒你照樣過
不會很難受 我會默默的接受
反正在一起時 你我都有開心過
就足夠

我的溫暖 你的冷漠 讓愛起霧了
如果愛心 畫在起霧 的窗是模糊
還是更清楚

你算什麼男人 算什麼男人
眼睜睜看 她走卻不聞不問
是有多天真 就別再硬撐
期待你挽回 你卻拱手讓人

你算什麼男人 算什麼男人
還愛著她 卻不敢叫她再等
沒差 你再繼續認份
她會遇到更好的男人

你算什麼男人 算什麼男人
眼睜睜看 她走卻不聞不問
是有多天真 就別再硬撐
期待你挽回 卻拱手讓人

你算什麼男人 算什麼男人
還愛著她 卻不敢叫她再等
沒差 你再繼續認份
她會遇到更好的男人

It's funny how I've played this 1000 times over my head and reconsidered 10000 times but yet, when I did it, a part of me died. 

I lost a part of me that will never come back. It is wrong? It is a rash decision?

One of those days

This is one of those days that I've never felt more alone. Maybe its a Pisces thing; but really? If I dun walk forward, you won't look back?

If I stopped, will u realise?

What do I need to do, what can I do, to feel that I still have that little fuel left?

Damn it

So the mama shop uncle asked me to join him n his friends to drink. I said no twiCE n he had to close his shop early??? >:(

Gym Membership @ Amore Fitness

YES. I signed up! It was not a difficult decision to make since

1. I really like dancing and classes,
2. I used to run a lot,
3. I'm very reluctant to join a unisex gym

Ever since I joined my current co, I had no time for anything. And it's going to change from now!
Instead of signing up for dance or yoga classes at a fixed time every week for $100+ per month, I get to go for everything whenever I can find time and get a variety!

Gym equipment are a bonus and the good thing is, you don't get guys hogging the mirrors checking out each other biceps.

Go classes with aunties and people like me.
So exciting! Anyone wants to go gym with me? I will likely frequent the one at Woodlands Civic Center and Plaza Singapura (on weekdays I'm working)

If any one is keen, beep me! or email me @ michelle.lys88@gmail.com

Year End!

In a blink of an eye (or two), 2014 will be over soon.
I realised that thanks to the rah rah of the very volatile relationship, I've not really accomplished anything that I personally want to.

I was promoted at work, but I gained 4kg and feels like shit. Drink a lot more, skive on skincare regime and do very little exercise. I did not sign up for anything on my own and the idling time I have, I sleep. And my wake up call was that I feel like shit. And I should not be. I deserved better. I deserve to look good, feel good and be happy.

AND SO!

In the last month of 2014, I'm busy trying to catch up with lost time by:

1. Revisiting my e-learning of Basic Theory Test so I can get it started again
2. Taking care of my body cos it suffered enough
3. Making an appointment to the gym to see if that might be something I might enjoy
4. Reading up on investment since bonus is coming and we should not be spending money like water anymore. Ignorance is not bliss in this case.
5. On the same note, downloaded an expense app to count my moolahs

And well, I need to be managing my time better too. Only 23 days left to complete 2014!
If there's something you have not done, go do it today!

The girl who can't breakup and the guy who can't leave

The girl who can’t say good bye
The boy that can’t leave
The two of us are no longer in love
So no no no no no no (x2)

Anywhere together in a 3000 dollar used car
Without a care in the world
Linking arms, committing memories in a photo
Understanding each other in our sleepless nights
My dreams became your future
A pair of beautiful birds chasing each other
A love I could never get enough of
A person I want to meet when reborn
But in front of this thing called time
We can’t win against our greed
Sounds of your tears alone in the bathroom
The suspicious gazes focused on me
As the days go by I think of breaking up again

The sun is hot but your heart is frozen
Whose fault is this? But I love you baby
Everything else is the same but we changed
Whose fault is this? I still love you baby

The girl who can’t say good bye
The boy that can’t leave
The two of us are no longer in love
So no no no no no no (x2)

I'm so busy that I feel guilty
I fill my wallet with money and make some time
Even though I don’t express my love
When I have dinner and watch a movie with you
I hope you might feel better but
I continue to be in debt to my thoughts
As I walk and tease you
it’s all a played out game
Love is passing,
Love and heartbreak are one and the same
Heartbreak takes love and goes away.

The sun is hot but your heart is frozen
Whose fault is this? But I love you baby
Everything else is the same but we changed
Whose fault is this? I still love you baby

The girl who can’t say good bye
The boy that can’t leave
The two of us are no longer in love
So no no no no no no (x2)

Love is passing,
Love and heartbreak are one and the same
Heartbreak takes love and goes away. (x2)

How nice would it be if love
was something that could be earned?
(It’s all a dream, holding your hand)
How nice would it be
if love was something to get by wanting it?
(It’s all a dream but I can’t escape)

The girl who can’t say good bye
The boy that can’t leave
The two of us are no longer in love
So no no no no no no (x2)

Are men caught in love done so because of weakness?
Are men starved of love not worthy of it?
Are men that keep secrets bad men?
Why is it that love changes?