Just one reason

Just give me a reason
Just a little bits enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again 
It's in the stars
Its been written in the scars of our hearts
We're not broken just bent
and we can learn to love again
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I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continued learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know
I found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
The reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears that's why I need you to hear

I found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do

And the reason is you.

Mistake

Cos I made a stupid mistake. A stupid mistake.

Speculations

No. It isn't over and yes we r still together. Aiyo, I cannot more free to pcw now meh?

Past

Have you ever wondered how silly it would look if you revisit your past again and think about how silly you are when you were younger?

Have you read what you wrote years ago, impossible to phantom what made you crazy or head over heels over that girl/guy in the first place?

Have you ever wondered how you can love a person so much, get out of the relationship and love another person the same way or more or less?

When you pen down something, it stays. it comes back and remind you of how you feel when you were younger, when you were happier and more innocent.

You thought you could love someone forever, and make him/her your life. You thought that bliss is happiness.

But after a few relationships, you grew. You become smarter, less gullible and much more realistic. You think of the relationship and weigh the pros and cons, the good and bad of being in a relationship with the person, the implications of commitment. You are not longer able to love whole heartedly, innocently and purely. No longer able to cry freely at what you want to because you know better than to do that. And so, you hide. Grown ups hide away from reality, from truth, from hurt to avoid the death blows that they have experienced in other relationships or times.

That's why puppy love are the prettiest. Why don't people strip themselves of the mask they choose to put on and start living? And that's when things would take an unexpected turn. For the better or worse.

Run

I want to go back to running again. Although I stopped for the last 1.5 years because of my knee. zzz.
Let's make use of this time to bring back the me from before and to continue with life. :)

问世间情为何物

人, 本来就是脆弱的。
心, 本来就是感性的。

为何人总是不会珍惜拥有的。
把本有的那颗心砸碎、摧毁。
为何心总是放不下失去的。
坚持着曾经、过去的幸福。

幸福走了、心碎了。
希望毁了、情也冷了。

伤害只会让人领悟残忍。
哭泣只会让人看到卑微。

人生短短，如果情不带给你快乐, 你又何必勉强呢？

Emo Night

His playlist is all so emo. How to avoid at all cost?